You all are the best thanks for letting me complain and for helping me feel better.

I truly am thankful that he still has a job. I guess I also get so mad at myself for being so careless with money when there is plenty of it. I wish I had saved more etc. Human nature I guess. So I'm not as upset about the things we will have to give up as I am about the money we could have saved had we been more frugal to begin with.

*sighs*

Still a child in so many ways