Deeply depressed.

[RockyR]

I know Ya'll won't treat me like I gonna die any day now. C'mon someone kick me in my @$$, and tell me to stop feeling sorry for myself!

Hey... it aint Cancer and can (hopefully) be controlled with your eating habbits. So your life has to change a bit... big deal. Thousands of people endure worse things every day.

What you need is to get your new diet in swing and organize a kilt night to lift your spirits. Figure out what you can / can't eat or drink and go out and meet up with a few kilties and enjoy a good Irish band. If that doesn't help you forget your troubles for a couple hours, nothing will.

[macsim]

Don't know what kind of insurance you have but with the insurance company I work for in NC you can get your deductible waived for diabetic supplies if you have diabetes and sign up for the health management program. A lot of people just don't realize it and never utilize the benefit. Might be worth checking with whoever your insurance is with to see if they have a similar program. Diabetes runs in my mom's family but I've been fortunate so far. I really think exercise and diet do play a large role. Hang in there!