thank you all for the kind words...yesterday was a hard day ( I had to work) if you look back through my posts on here you'll see what I went through...being in the medical field, I knew time was limited and tried to make the most of it. for some reason this year was harder than the last one...idk why but out of no where the night I posted this thread it hit me like a ton of bricks....

keep on keepin on I guess