A message from Dreadbelly's Dreadful Things.

**Dreadbelly** · 21st February 07, 09:55 AM

We are home. I am tired. It turned out to be considerably worse than thought. I'll go in to it later maybe. Maybe not.

**Dreadbelly** · 21st February 07, 07:54 PM

Click here if you want to know what is going on.

**Splash_4** · 21st February 07, 08:05 PM

Dang Dread, words can not express the heart break I feel for you and your wife. Please know that there are many of us pulling for the both of you!

**Dreadbelly** · 21st February 07, 08:10 PM

I got to experience the multi month long jones of waiting on a kilt in this life... I guess I will not get to experience a nine month jones of waiting on little ones.

I am ok with that I guess. I never liked having to wait anyway.

**MrLion** · 21st February 07, 08:25 PM

Dread,
You and the wife are wonderful, loving people. We all thank you for sharing your lives with us. My prayers remain with you. Thank you for sharing.

**Warlock** · 21st February 07, 08:30 PM

Dreadbelly, I wish the tears streaming down my face could cure your beloved wife. I know exactly how you feel. Please know that my prayers and the prayers of my family are yours right now. I am terribly saddened to hear this news. I wish there was more that I could do. It is a terrible thing to know there is nothing you can do for a friend. I will pm you my telephone number. You can call me if you want. I am in training at work tomorrow until about three. I can call you back after that as I have unlimited long distance. Please let me know if there is anything that I can do.

**Erisianmonkey** · 21st February 07, 08:40 PM

I know there's nothing that I can say to make it easier for y'all. You have our love and hope, brother.

**Dreadbelly** · 21st February 07, 08:47 PM

Thanks everyone.

This aint over till the dust settles.

I am slowly digging my self out of this hole... Gain income. Finish school. Employ self. GET A LICENSE. Try to get a car. Fight tooth and nail to have some kind of meaningful existence. And once the finances and situation allow, adopt, adopt, adopt. If all else fails. Somehow. I don't really know what is possible here. I am a convicted felon, I know this is going to come back and bite me in my **** repeatedly through my life.

Adoption would be a funny thing for me I think. My mother lost custody of me at a young age. I really wanted to be adopted by someone, any one. I had some really bad fosters. I wound up in correctional facilities, detention centers, boys ranches and work farms, and mostly just living on the streets as a runaway. The adoption never happened.

There were a few nice places though, like Morning Star Boys Ranch in Spokane WA, Father Joe and his bunch were good to me, better than most. And Alpine Boys Ranch in Leavenworth WA, they saved my life and my soul.